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Saturday, June 19, 2010

 16. ECrev. 4 years later. Eh.17. Nick Barbaaaaa. Smitten. Smitten. Smitten. All smiles for 3 weeks now.. great date.. more to come.. sigh.. I really have a crush. I think.. think.. rushing to...

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Friday, July 09, 2010

More good times with Nick.  I do like him.  I can't make any moves until I move back to Philly.  I'm moving sooner than I thought.  I need to leave sooner from Berwick than I thought. More later.

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Tuesday, October 12, 2010

 ...stillll going...Karaamat Rashad Abdullah Dear Aunt Flo,PLEASEE COMMMEEE!!     <33 Rachiiieee 

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12/12/2010 RIP

Well,You left us, and now, although still a family.. you'll never legally be a part of our family.  My mom is going to be a wreck without you.I wonder if you knew you were sick.Did you feel a lot of...

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This boy

 Things are going to get harder, I can already feel it.I need to realize that Karaamat and I were completely spoiled during the summer, and during the fall semester when he wasn't in school....... now...

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Thursday, June 09, 2011

 Sooooo, basically.. I'll start off with this.. this MAYYYY be jibberish.. because I've been drinking all day.. BUT this is what's on my mind::::: I ADOREEEE Karaamat Rashad Abdullah.. SOOO much.. but...

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Wednesday, July 20, 2011

 11 months later.. and I'm seriously falling in love with this boy.I AM nervous of my actions between the beginning and now, but I can't change them.. I am also slightly concerned that he doesn't feel...

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The End

  I'm going to write this, while I feel raw, so that you know exactly how I feel.. without question, as I feel you deserve to know. I feel a sense of sadness, not because I don't appreciate your...

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The Start of something NEW.

 Well, I guess it's inevitable that you find feelings for someone after 4 months of physicality.  Did I think I would find it in him? No. Do I mind? No. I mean it, and owe it to myself to remember that...

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It hurts

  It hurts.. we're over.. but I'm NOT over it..I deleted his number from my phone, he made me cry last night. He posted this song.. and I KNOW I'm the one he is referencing.We hurt people that love us...

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Ouch

Be it the few brews in my alcohol system.. or me finally opening up:I'm PISSED off that I finally gave in and let you in.I'm PISSED off that I believed that you would be the man that went against it...

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